Being a moment

I know I am not supposed to be here.
I know this is not the same.
I know, but for a moment let the knowing disappear.
Let me not know what i already know.

Let me stay here this moment.
Let me stay just like this.
I know it will pass, the moment.
But, i want to close my eyes and pretend.

For just this moment, lie to me.
For just this moment, pretend its ok.
For just this moment, my heart, skip a beat.
For just this moment, let me

Let me hold on to thin air.
Let me hold on to a shadow.
Let me feel the warmth of cold rain.
For me pretend it exists.

Let me be like this, a step away from my own darkness.
Let me be like this, a bubble of my own happiness.
Let me pretend to not know what is ahead.
Let me, please let me just be this moment.